I'm going to be pretty vulnerable in this post. just so you know.
Sometimes, I find myself giving giving giving giving and giving even more, and I end up just wanting someone to give. Today that happened to me. My selfish desires took over my whole being, and I just wanted someone to give me just something. I don't exactly know what that something is, but I just feel so drained at times.
This is especially hard when there is a girl you may think you have feelings for not give you the time of day. It sucks because if this girl happens to be my best friend, I over analyze everything she does because I just crave to know her feelings on the subject.
I want to give, and not expect anything back. I want to give and not yearn for something back. Pray for selflessness if you could, please.
Love you all.
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3 comments:
Being selfless is a great goal yet quite the challenge. Sending prayers your way :)
selflessness is my desire as well. and don't ever hesitate to call me if you need someone to give. I'm here with a hug, an encouraging verse, a song, anything to encourage you! after all, what are teammates for? praying for you, and so thankful that you do give. you are an amazing blessing in my life. from the very cockles of my heart, THANK YOU. tonight was fun. sorry I was quiet. If I need to just "get over it" tell me. knock me over the head. I NEED IT. thank you. sleep well. have an amazing week. don't be a stranger. THANK YOU!!!
carolyn marie
i love you, marc. you're incredible. i hope that i can give as much to people as you do..be as honest. i miss you!!
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