Reflections

Its almost done. Something that was so exciting at the beginning of the year is something I'm now so ready to be over. Although I'm looking forward to being done, I'm not looking forward to idiot friends, overprotective parents, and temptations back at home. I don't really feel home there, I do here, but I'm so emotionally, and physically drained.

Tonight was the icing on the cake. I've realized all of my prof's love to assign everything at the end of the year. Not to mention all of the recitals, open houses, core events, and everything else added to my sixteen credit schedule, but there are private instructors trying to force me to play somethign I don't feel comfortable playing, I have friends dealing with issues I want to fix but can't, and I have people breathing down my neck about summer jobs. Its a tough time, but it is something I have to deal with, and I want to deal with.

If there is one big thing I learned and want to remember for the rest of my life, it is that I found out I'm called to lead. I don't know how yet, but I know it is something God wants me to do for the rest of my life. My goal for the summer and fall is to find out how he wants me to lead, and what he wants me to do during college and after.

One huge thing happened last week. I was named a Peer Advisor for next year. I am SO excited for that, but afraid. I've never been put in such an important position, but I am so excited to pursue it. How sweet is it that I have a job where the purpose is investing in people's lives, and making their first year of college a great transition. I love it.

Alot on my mind, could use some prayer, but I know God is working through me through all of this. If anything, he could be teaching me time management.
Anywho, Here is that.

Pray for me, because I'm praying for you.

Love, Marc.